Looking for that Special person!

I have been alone all my life,and not sure what to do,I want share my life with someone now.I need to know that this is is a legitimate company,and these women are really looking to find a husband and to really be loved and show it!! My friends say I am a good person and why i don't have a nice lady.I tell them all the same I have been hurt to many times,and most women want only what they can get,and not me, afraid to show their real inner selfs .I do my best to make everyone happy,and give so much that no one can understand me. Can you not be a good person and enjoy giving ,and not receive love and happiness in return.Can a women want to make me happy and loved,cause it comes from the heart,and soul or is this a fantasy that's all in my head? If their are real women that are wanting to really fill that void of loneliness,and not afraid to really give of themselves , please let me know you are out their.I am not a looker,a little heavy, my nickname is "EZ",go figure!I likes to hugs a lot,watch movies,have bar-b-ques with friends,and get to-gethers.take walks on beach,dance, shoot pool,play darts,cook but not for myself.Not afraid to show affection in public,love to act crazy if I can make you feel good ,I hate to see people sad!! I am a jokester, good thrifty shopper,organizer. If your interested please feel free to let me know,I am a little shy at the beginning,sorry.