::still wondering if LOVE really exist::

i think im completely whitewashed, but then sometimes i notice that i hold so much more azn values than my fellow peers. I have no social life watsoever. itz all dedicated to work. (work with no pay) Pretty stressed out with family issues but living none-the-less. So how do i handle my stress u ask? hehehe, i handle it by reading books after books, and going shopping. bad habbit, i know, but cant seem to help it. Looking For: hmmm....should be attentive, sensitive to my feelings. and Always will be there to give me comfort. He must always respect others and have a strong character.